Wednesday, 13 October 2010

what leads to what?

butterfly effect, chem reactions, essays.

i have been watching butterfly effect, mugging chem, and writing essays. these three things have a link: you never know what's gonna happen.

well. americans are smart. they ask me submit one essay, and they know that the seemingly easy task would make me really headache.

coz that's the only chance i have.

so i stay up late in the night again, trying to get something out.

trying to change my future.

trying to tell myself, that life is still uncertain. i used to believe that essay usually makes AO change his mind. now, i still believe so, because i have to.

well, i kinda like the life now. i have to pay for the time i wasted, and people who worked harder get better results. so it's fair.

but i am willing to pay. it's never too late to change. i hope my essay will get me somewhere.

fingers crossed.